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well matt and i are back together and yet i still have not fully forgiven everything that has happened over the past 3 months, mostly due to the fact that it was such a sad time. I think I am almost over it though because things are starting to feel normal again, and i missed that feeling so much. I just wish girls werent all up on his nuts constantly, like really...stop. Its not a lack of trust that drives me to be annoyed, i just dont like thinking someone else cares as much as i do, because they cant possibly. whatever, bitches dont have anything on me :)
things i need to improve on:
- getting things done ON TIME
- not being such a crazy jealous person
- not being sad about things I cannot prevent
- not worrying so much
- being more focused and driven
thats all for now. just wanted to get everything off my chest and since no one even uses these anymore, it's the perfect place to do so.
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[06 Oct 2008|12:15pm] |
stopped looking for a dog
thought seriously about being the tin man
plain white t's - 1,2,3,4
natasha bedingfield - angel
"i love you so much it's retarded"
blank keeps crying
going to the gym in 35 minutes
forced myself to not to cry
thought seriously about giving up on you
changed my mind.
cookies and cream bar
break up scenes on gilmore girls
thats all for now but it's early in the day
love kelsey
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| things to not forget about during no talk time |
[05 Oct 2008|08:26pm] |
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stopped speaking on september 30, 2008
eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
- erasing the memories but its still there
redskins beat eagles
love fest
- smelly guy on muni
- naked old dudes
nick and norah's infinite play list
wanted to buy a halloween costume...and didnt.
- almost bought indiana jones girl costume
gonna start working out again tomorrow
you owe me $85 from hotel
having a hard time in school, trying to focus
ate a big mac and thought about many mc donald's trips
figured out what to get you for christmas
saw guys in banana suits
went to the exploratorium
- started at the zoo
- turned away because we didnt have proof of living in SF...again
bought pants and shoes
- saw boxers with pickles and ones with pink elephants
thought about applying to coach
started liking the p.s. if this is austin song
super jealous and hating laura.
crying everyday.
love kelsey.
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[05 Dec 2007|01:28am] |
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wow! it's been a whole year since i've written in here. i miss everyone.
angel, sarah, and i are all just hanging out. they're chatting it up and im sitting here writing in my old ass livejournal. YIKES!
okay. comments please.
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[02 Nov 2006|12:50pm] |
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so for halloween i was a flapper and i have to admit, my costume was pretty bomb. except no one really got to see it.
matthews birthday went well! his presents are getting here today though.
note: ships in 1-5 days apparently means it will be here in 6? i think i should get my $11.99 back
i've been thinking a lot about transfering to UOP....but we'll see. it's a lot more expensive but i can probably get more grants and stuff. we shall see.
overall my general thoughts on everything are that i miss everyone and their moms.
<3 kelsey
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[16 Oct 2006|09:47pm] |
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meh. i'm so effing bored.
im getting a new roommate soon, thank god. i cannot take this one anymore. she eats everyone's food AND has started using my computer when i go home on weekends. i finally had to password protect my shit but i didnt think it would have to come to that. apparently it has. but she is moving out so good riddens.
-dying- i need something to eat that doesnt suck. grocery store soon? god i hope so.
other than that everything else is going fine i believe. school is okay (as expected) and bf is still good.
yay.
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[21 Sep 2006|01:19pm] |
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wow im tired. ummm, i had my first speech on tuesday and got a B because it wasnt long enough. i dont care though, it's a b.
i turned in my first paper yesterday and i didnt like it that much. we'll see how that goes.
i dont go to math on thursdays. my teacher needs to suck a donkey penis. she's way boring.
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[19 Sep 2006|12:38am] |
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sorry i havent updated in so long. i dont even know if anyone will read this but there is a lot to update on...
roughly 4 months ago kyle and i broke up. i dont think we hate eachother, and i sure dont hate him. that chapter in our lives is just over but thats not bad, nor is it good. i think moving on was the right thing to do. (kyle if you're reading this dont be sad or angry, be happy.)
im currently dating someone new and his name is matt. he's a crazy asian who is probably too old for me. but we have a lot of fun just hanging out and getting to know eachother. he's actually asleep on the phone right now so thats kinda funny.
wow, i've been ranting on about my love life and i haven't even gotten into the college thing yet...IM AT COLLEGE! yea i moved in a few weeks ago and i have yet to spend a full weekend here (besides the first one). this weekend will be no different because my brother is visiting so im going to go home and see him.
overall things in my life are going really well. the long term relationship is hard but going strong. my classes are getting a little more difficult but still aren't overly strenuous. and my roommates are all pretty cool, we're all really different but cool at the same time.
much love everyone. <33 kelsey
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[01 Mar 2006|01:53pm] |
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BLAH! hi.
i'm just in mr. fallquists class, waiting for this day of school to be over. government test tomorrow is going to suck lots and lots so i'm gonna have to study tonight. then i also have a psych thing due tomorrow...why did we pick group one? lastly i believe i am going to saturday school this weekend, anyone wanna join? anyways, after that i will be heading to santa cruz hopefully.
so outside of school things have been okay! last night kyle and i watched pride and prejudice and it was a good movie, although they left some parts out that were in the book. Also, i have been very tired and it seems like no matter how much sleep i get i still dont feel awake.
spring has sprung...and you know what spring means!!!
BABIES YOU WHORES!
<3 kelsey :)
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[25 Jan 2006|03:43pm] |
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NOTE: There are new driving restrictions starting January 1, 2006, for drivers under 18 years of age. These restrictions apply to all new drivers and are in effect for the first 12 months after the driver license is issued.
Starting January 1, 2006, if you are under 18 years of age, you must be accompanied by your parent, guardian, a license driver 25 years of age or older, or a license or certified driving instructor when you:
Transport passengers under age 20
Drive between 11 PM and 5 AM
so that is complete bullshit. My curfew is 12, so why is my driving curfew earlier? Are they trying to protect kids by making them come home an hour earlier? and what would be the point of that anyways? it makes no sense. Teen death rates after 11 are higher than they are at 10? and if so it is probably the drunken morons driving all over the place, so they deserve to die. if you drink and drive as a teenager, then you deserve to go to hell.
...get out of my sight! >:0
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[06 Jan 2006|10:47pm] |
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At your funeral :: Saves the day |
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so i'm sitting here in psych at school. this proxy works really well so i've been enjoying it until they find it. it has remained undiscovered for over a month now though, so i think it might be okay until next year....when i dont care anymore. so it's a little less than 5 months until i graduate and i am SO excited to get out of here! it's exciting and i really am looking forward to it. some people are a little sad, and im not sad really. i guess i just feel weird cuz...it's time to grow up.
so my new years resolution is to work out and lose some weight. good luck to me. i wanna fit a pant size correctly. as of now, 5 is a little tight in the hips but perfect in the legs but the 7 is a little big in the waist but WAY huge in the legs. and 6 varies from place to place when stores have them. damn girl sizes.
whats your new years resolution? let me know. i am actually very interested in finding out what everybody hopes to achieve this year, as long as its not something shallow like mine. haha.
<3 kelsey!
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[07 Nov 2005|05:48pm] |
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yea hi....how is everyone? well i'm doing okay i guess. a little disoriented from all the college crap, but other than that, i'm okay. school is getting less and less tempting everyday. i begin to think if college is ANYTHING like high school, i want NO part of it. but there are some high points of school, like today i didnt have to take the psychology quiz and still got full credit, i'll let you figure out how i did it.
DEATH CAB ON THE 15TH. are you prepared?
<3 always kelsey lucifer aka color me banana
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| a few things i have learned. |
[29 Oct 2005|10:18pm] |
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over these past couple of months of not updating, i have learned a few things.
1. i hate people who hate me.
2. i can be a real bitch
3. marrying kyle andrew roderick is on my to-do list
4. college applications are way less scary than i thought they were
5. i want to go to san francisco state very badly
6. girls night out means you do 3 things: dress up, rap baby got back on the BART train, and talk about sex over dinner for hours
7. getting good grades makes me happy
8. my family is absolutely crazy (kyle can vouch for this)
9. sex is a big topic in senior english...and psychology (butless in psychology)
10. this year is going to be better than i thought it would be
my new years resolution will start in december: stop being such a lazy pig and exercise!
also a note to all of you out there reading this: you know when i miss you, and you know when i dont. a good portion of you could drop off the face of thr earth and i wouldnt have a clue...nor would i care. but you select few...it would devestate me. remember i havent forgotten you, but i'm a flake. i still love you few.
all you others...do that falling off the face of the earth thing. thanks.
love kelsey
p.s. i know it's not for another hour and a half but....happy 6 months pumpkin!
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[16 Aug 2005|07:33pm] |
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so school has arrived...and senioridis kicked in around...2nd period.
i already know im really going to enjoy my psychology class because as i was doing my first assignment i was reading about some really interesting studies. they were just brief previews of the chapters but i think that class will teach me what i wanted to know.
english...hmm...what can i say about english? the teacher creeps me out a little. i think she's gonna go all psycho on us like a little less than half way through the year. -shruggs- oh yea. and she's pretty anal, like all english teachers. good....but also VERY bad.
government: we dont have a teacher yet because he is subbing as an AP at tracy high, but he will be back in 4 weeks. For now our sub is pretty cool...he actually has a major in history and background in government...it's not mr. ethan frome. that is all about that class.
math is gonna be boring as hell and im gonna play a lot of cards...but the teacher seems pretty cool and he seems like he'll take it slow enough for me to understand...which means snails pace. SUCKS FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO LEARN MORE THAN A CHAPTER!!
moving on....
Journalism will basically be the same. Leah and i will be sitting in the same seats as last year and basically just recapping on everything done last year for the next three weeks. pretty damn boring.
last but not least....my rest period. AVID TUTOR. basically..they put me in an AVID tutoring period where our head of department is on prep so she doesnt have a classroom, and they also happened to place us in a period where there is no one to tutor. we sat around the whole period and i visited old teachers.
thats all folks!
- kelsey
p.s. Grez-dizzle hugged me today. i missed that lady. :)
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[08 Aug 2005|10:43am] |
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with school starting soon i think i want to update this thing.
with school coming up...i couldnt feel more happy i think. it's weird but every year i look forward to it a little. -shruggs- summer has been good though. i missed some people along with way...but we always catch up. :)
my birthday came and went and i got an ipod from kyle! totally exciting for sure. ummm....and things have been going really good too. going my way i guess is a better way of putting it. lemme know how your summer went everyone!!!
<3 kelsey
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[19 Jun 2005|09:21pm] |
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got a new phone!!! same number as the old one so ummm....call/text me and let me know who you are.
...im so happy :)
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[07 Jun 2005|09:58pm] |
i call it....lots and lots of work. i hate you ficken.
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[04 Jun 2005|01:48pm] |
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well...what can i say? it's 2 in the afternoon and no one is around.
Maybe i'll just STAY SLEEPING
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